Wednesday, February 23, 2011

Links anger after 80 do not fight history

 My husband and I are a small day school students, now in his company to work with a team. My wife at home full time, their practice of Gao Chuangzuo.
We are 80, 27, and 27-year-old to take stock of what inevitably laughable was bs, but look back and see if we walked the streets, those who may have a significant impact on our lives closer to 70 people, with the last generation grew up in earnest teachings into a new situation, just like their parents generation thought devoting a lifetime that will save their life jackets to benefit from the piece to us, we get Come dressed, out of the house, only to find has been to summer.
this point I would envy 80, they are less than 80, after a lot of old rules do not. the very least, they are able to use early stage of compulsory education after revision textbooks.
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1998 year was the starting point for our anger fight. This year, because the World Cup, especially in summer heat.
small days always been outstanding in science classes, but often play , together with voluntary errors. Finally, one college to the province, although the focus is also considered, but because a few minutes before picking up students on the Peking University Tsinghua University was that we dubbed the .
I walked in the liberal arts classes greatly Goushi Yun, college entrance exam out of school when the best performance since. Finally actually a little on the famous Beijing Art College.
Interestingly, I Originally just a small volunteer read the last school day. And he was the target is going to Beijing. Finally the last, we both liked it for their own university, God arranged the maximum, it is probably also considered it a fate.
school to pay tuition fees, tuition fees should the two of us 8 to 8 family.
Barbara is the RBI out odd jobs for his college.
after my parents divorced, my mother took me to a man, the year has just laid off. laid off that day to come home looking at four walls two of us can only cry. then lucky, because I am well on the university, received a sum of funding.
this thing now for 9 years, think of it still felt very hh mixed feelings. This year, I intend to go back home, looking for funding my organization was also to sponsor a student, be round one wish.
2002, the university graduate.
because the university enrollment, graduates of this term began to bear the pressure of unemployment upon graduation. I had wanted to stay in Beijing, however, graduate, and without any opportunities to do to stay in Beijing is almost wishful thinking. (now that account to me as a cloud, do not know why it would so want that account.) then test the university's graduate students, his results Yes, the family economy turnaround time came to decide to continue their studies.
small number of days is hard enough, he went to after New Year went to Guangdong to find work.
which the process is very hard, these details are a little bit later he said to me the.
both said that they squeeze in a train crossing, stop for the night. to Guangzhou, not to mention the hotel guest houses, and even Chase can not afford to shop all live. Four or five Cou more than a hundred dollars to rent an empty room, empty and to what extent? is the whole house in addition to a door, nothing.
(strange, then why do the landlord put a door in the house it, I still do not understand.)
individuals among them seems to have brought a straw mat. a few boys put on the floor mats and door panels, wheel with sleep. (I was also asked why the wheel was sleep in this? small days that the door is certainly more comfortable to sleep, so we have to rotate it. I am completely silent)
like to chip in to buy some to eat bread or buns Minato live about it. This went on for a week, that money did not find a suitable job.
that time just my mother and stepfather are working in Guangdong, I took a holiday back, will the small day to our home Wanji Tian.
from Guangzhou Our family would also like to take the train to the car or something for a long time back, before he came I explained in detail to his route. can not go half his cash, but luckily the side with a piece of emergency bank card, which also There were about 50 pieces of money. (halo ah, 50 could be a few dollars all?) Small day to find a cash machine, people simply can not provide such a small quick note 50. how to do it, go to the counter a small day take. card is run at their school, and supposedly can not get out of provinces. That happens to a miracle, and he very well put the money taken out. It is said that behind him, it was also holding a bank card to provinces withdraw money, the salesperson does not give life and death. (after the small days and talk about this matter, regard the sales staff's negligence attributed to his personal charm, Khan)
Fortunately, he finally successfully to my home in my house like two or three days, while he was walking when I do not pay attention, stuffed money in his bag.
four years later, we go home to pick up the certificate of marriage, an unexpected discovery in a letter to his cupboard , strong words, the central idea that I should not give him money. the letter is not sent out, but the meaning of the telephone as early as expressed at the time before. The fool!
small day has finally found a job to do in a paper factory is the 5th anniversary of his old work.
small day finally got a job, to work in Dongguan factory is also from my mother's town, they work about 1 hour. to report that day, he did not know what they plant to pressure wages, that is, beginning with the first two months of classes, to receive one month's salary. After the report said, to buy in tuck shops mats, pots, a toothbrush and toothpaste after the body is only about forty pieces. to live for two months . To save money, he is only a mat on the bed naked, at night the coat off a roll of paper is the pillows. Guangdong in April still a little cold at night, he woke up this morning, become a quilt, head to the top of mats in the light.
a cafeteria to eat better, but the food inside the cafeteria food does not taste a few of his forty on the money spent on special treatment for the morning to spend a dollar to eat a No meat, no eggs, bowls of rice rolls fast at night to spend a dollar without the oil did not eat a bowl of rice noodle dish vegetarian.
of course, to eat every day, so do not last two months to two months, he was colleagues got to know each to the people at home are often mixed with noodles to eat. how to eat it then, three or four people buy a pound of noodles, the water boiled, and cooked, mixed with soy sauce on the pulled up. ! him, he should not. is not hypocritical, he said was I did not feel short of money.
months in Dongguan, a small mind has been at work day. He was originally a professional library science, and later adjusted to the information systems management. and computer programming has nothing to do. When the interview is his examination of the self-study program. So the beginning, the factory just let him do the difference of the n-level staff. But after he started to work on your own work to do, making Web pages, writing the rougher edges of the program, and soon attracted the attention of their heads, began to tell him to send a real programmer manual labor. s three months have not been finished, the two have become buddies, and still is better now.
time he was writing programs during the day, night light board mats to lie on reading, self-java. that the His book is borrowed from the factory, I have seen, that is no exaggeration as the bricks, he watched and learned to actually have learned to do. to October 2002, he began to apply for a company in Shenzhen java programmer jobs quite successfully passed. then java has not been so popular that the company's wages to the trial opened on 3300, than his time in Dongguan has more than doubled. (after regularization in Dongguan is 1500)
I always say how much the small days living the lives of the poor, as if I myself like to fly by special wide, it did not, and I have been particularly difficult period of time. I remember freshman year in the second half, when the poorest, children who have not a child. skinned and thin, I am sorry to ask such question by others, and later inside the box in an old savings found some coins together is 27, the figure I remember particularly well because the number of backwards and forwards several times.
27 dollars to over a month, how had it. our school next to the bar street, there are big bread to sell, but can only buy bread, steamed corn bread can not buy. because only 3 hair a bread flour, Wotou cornmeal to 6 hair, can buy two of bread has. it would read that the old society, the poor, the poor have only day Wotou to pickle. I thought you content with it, what the poor na, there is money to eat steamed corn bread!
pickles I also bought a small mustard, a twenty-one package. In addition, the school cafeteria with free soup, good luck can be the first to float the surface a little cucumber, tomatoes are finish it. It's that quite a month. A month later, the school issued 50 grants, has received 100 dollars sent home, and quickly bought a dining hall on a small 5 dollar claypot, soup with rice crust, Dier air, next to the boys are looking dumbfounded.
because they were hungry, so I was particularly impressed to eat. freshman year when I eat quite a name in the class, said the name may not know, but special mention of a woman eat an estimated all know. this matter due to a fellow asked me to eat dumplings. home of the dumpling is usually a 10, the Beijing dumplings on jin sell about 50 or so a pound. we were a person to a half a catty, he ate about 10 a few, he kept shouting to die to eat no more, a look at my side, clean sweep, half a catty back no more. we were very much iron, I see that half were left in front of him, hate teeth itch, people can not see the waste of food also do too. go back, my story immediately spread throughout the male dormitory. Since then, no longer any image at all.
Our school is a Beijing art colleges and universities, beautiful density, wealth threshold is high. read it, they are actually a group of very pure very kind hearted friend.
say a few words aside, often in jars see some hatred of the rich friend, the blind hatred of the rich is unreasonable. My experience is that if we must contrast, mixed up from the bottom of society who are often higher than the real to act together. Great look and I was ahead after a four, began looking for a place to work out.
the university four years I have done trades with:
one member of the information distributed, the expected return: 3 A money. The actual return: -50 (completely deceived, made less than two minutes, chased come, Baotoushucuan, confiscation of all information, data charges the white cross 50)
Second, the Chinese spoken guidance, and expected returns: 10 money for one hour. real return: 10 to 20 an hour, but also gain the friendship and experience.
this job is easy, spoken Chinese for foreign students on the course, before and after college taught six students, five South Korean a Japanese man, returned to the dorm mm introduced three different jobs. to the graduate stage, because the foreign experience, I was also taught the school's external center of the Han had formal employment, the later 8.
Third, the supermarket promoters, is expected to return: 50 a day. Actual income: 70 a day, because every week overtime; also familiar with the supermarket.
the job a little tired, more than six in the morning every Saturday get up, with a bag full of promotional products arrive from outside the North Third Ring Road East rings supermarket. and then points, booth layout, promotional products, work until 21:00, then on Sunday night something Linhui school. Standing Exhibition station to the stop before that, to the last week, completely speechless. But the job I used to go to Beijing supermarket, including a lot about consumers in the supermarket, to give me a job lot of help, tired but also the value .
fourth job mmx newspaper reporters and editors practice. The longest time I did, to my experience the benefits of economic and also the largest. This job is a university teacher I recommend to my teacher , this very gentle good hearted sister, took over our class that year he had just graduate school, we are pro-class with her.
x report me to the practice of the place is the supermarket version, ha ha, very interesting it felt like my life is in control of the leveling whom, like, the first thing with a thing somehow after the relations. This very good, at least I understand a truth, not to overlook any kind of life experience, All of the experiences should be cherished, which Payouyitian leveling who God wants me to take me to the toilet brush, I would meticulously brush down.
just go when I'm not a trainee journalist, editor beautiful sister who is only need an information officers. work is full of Beijing to find the supermarket, look at her newspaper the ten items in every supermarket How much of each. compensation is like 200 a month. This is the individual power job, those two years in Beijing dust is terrible, I remember the orange one every day, I ran a day back to school, corner plot with great black and yellow black and yellow two camels, are tears mixed sand, really an interesting experience.
information ran not long before I had a chance. this little dramatization, more point that I want.
One night I suddenly received a phone call, to call themselves the newspaper food editor of the x , said he hoped the meeting I went to x reported. when the first reaction is that the supermarket version of the beautiful sister is not information officer, and took me to the food version of a referral? do not know, went to say.
Go Gourmet Edition quite happy to meet that day, food version of beauty editors to find a few topics to write Xiegao Zai said. ha ha, eat what, I do not known is to eat delicious it? hey, by the infinite yearning of food immediately reported previous topics, do food jj actually said, let me go back immediately to write an article, published in the paper next week.
back then I really write, just finished writing. supermarket jj to the phone and asked if I not to the gourmet version of the meeting, I said yes. she was anxious, Jiliguala meal, I finally understand that the original is to find someone jj food, their own table and read some from the supermarket jj telephone, very poaching suspects Well . supermarket jj said in conclusion, I can choose to stay and food version or continue to do the supermarket version, you can.
very generous, she said, in fact, certainly anxious heart smoke, or else why do I call this phone .
I thought, jj said the supermarket, I passed a food topics today. is the truth.
supermarket jj immediately said, I did mean is I hope you first look at the supermarket, you can then write articles, do some topics.
I then said: Dining jj Let me write that next week will be able to hit the papers. is the truth.
jj said the supermarket, or like it, you come here next week, we report, we see how the editors stare version, I had to move a practice editing, you pretty fit.
I said: that food over there how to do the manuscript.
supermarkets hesitated jj: You still pay her.
whole process is so 5 years later, I think job-hopping, to appreciate, is also still the case about wage hh.
food jj sent the manuscript, but found that I already work at the supermarket, but also anxious, and told me that it said that, I also note with her own ideas to promote the a classmate to help her a favor. the students is very good, words almost, and I occasionally helped his name the top food writing articles , did a few headlines. I benefit his name, food is also very satisfied with jj.
went on my own, to x newspaper internship that time, life really improved a lot. student editors of a salary is 400 month, dispatch son is one hundred thousand words, I have two columns are each, and the other topics too long, and also I'll have written headlines. This has counted nearly 1,000 of income each month, up to 1,500 a month as the way to get fast chips. In addition to the newspaper office the day, eat for free, good food is not outrageous. six months, I longer than ten kilograms storm:)
the other hand, the work itself is not so easy. supermarket jj is an excellent teacher, she really is to me as a professional editor to teach and requirements. editor and journalists of different work, you need good communication skills and adequate care. just the two were all my faults. She criticized me for this, words are not strong, his tone was serious, my little pride and exceptionally strong, hard simmering in the newspaper, go back to school hiding in the yard Kuangku. Every time I go back to all middle of the night crying, feel how stupid it, always go wrong. his mistake, but also victims of the supermarket to help me clean up the mess jj. At that time no longer want to eat good food, the biggest wish is to make me perfect to stare at a version of that nice.
to the end of 2001 or 02 years, the specific time forgot, I'm going to quit part-time work and devote herself for graduate school. and supermarkets jj said, she is also very supportive. to the agreed stare version of the previous time, the day she left early, take the time to say I believe you, you had a good stare at it.
this statement fully burned my little universe, the day really special for us. U.S. Code to the design pretty much did not typo, puzzle, especially when we came in front. had 12 points the night before, finished!
I carefully read it three times, no problem identified, walked with trepidation chief editor's office to sign (or her past is jj to take me to.) looked at the headline editor on duty, ask you to write? what my heart thump slightly, do not have headlines? This is a big problem. was not know how to answer, Huang De remember only nod, did not think he nodded: step in the cloud. off to the side of fast food shops, to the point of supper, eating is good and suddenly received a phone jj supermarket, she asked: Li spent, fall into the hands of porridge steamed inside the folder: buckle my money to him. blink, never cried hh
perfect ending, ah, my life and defects in numerous United States and the United States regrets actively forward.
bid farewell to the supermarket beauty jj, I began to fully review the graduate school. Kaoyan is a labor life of manual labor a waste of money, I spent the previous practice in the newspaper save money, in pitch darkness to catch ganchang lectures almost half his life. abhorrence, as a subject took a dv works, so the front is famous phrase: ; Paul Institute of live like a pig, looking for work live like dogs, pigs and dogs as Entrance Examination. children did not support the beginning of the sound, fast class when he stood up and said, thank you for this course, I wish some of you finish early Zhu A Goua life. ft!
.2002 the next day to make a small October, he received a Shenzhen company's offer, ready to work. He first resigned in Dongguan's work, he returned to school to pay the final year of tuition. go back to Dongguan, when they are poor and white. this guy did not prepared to do anything else, find someone to borrow a fairly formal clothes, went to Shenzhen Pidianpidian went to work.
to that silly, Shenzhen, Dongguan, the company not to eat factory tube tube live, have their own rent. He left that point was not enough money to rent an apartment. time has begun to work, there is no time to borrow money from my friends back in Dongguan.
super-optimists small day most of his life ; miserable Ask your friends to play the money in..
I guess maybe he is too optimistic circumstances, the first did not think no place to live, no place to live after that was not any thought of the office can not stay overnight, until the old man were porter H out, walking the streets in a strange customs. little genius found itself to be a tramp was probably.
I often imagine that scene, that scene: the day of 22:00, 22-year-old old days of being the gatekeeper Grandpa swept away the gun to the street in Shenzhen .11 month, not too cold. off the street outside the dark without lights.
touch small day bag, which the notes there are 100 more. that the money should be enough that he spend a week in Shenzhen, this thought has always been optimistic about the little day smile, but also light up the pace.
six o'clock tomorrow morning to open the door to the company, the question is, how to spend the next 8 hours End? Small-day first thought was to get something to eat.
roadside restaurants still open, not many people, dimly lit, greasy tables and chairs and wife holding the baby sitting in front of watching TV. rice and delicious as home , the price is 5 times the home. street. pedestrians less, his face more and more tired. He suddenly felt bored, began to feel homesick.
right side of the road phone, ip long hair 3 a minute, a clearly fair trade. small Days went in and called the home phone. the boss did not hesitate, immediately ask for money.
Call the person in conversation.
phone was over, look at the table, but also a half-hour, time off so quick this time.
find the money when the boss is March Eighth: Yeah, girlfriend? patient: the darker, he sang aloud, give yourself Zhuangzhuang Dan, but suddenly not sing.
because he found himself singing the song wolf like a plastic bag on the wing,
Mike you have like a captain looked deserted shells filled Lili
Mike has returned to this city grams you have met the girl
her head stuck in old wild flowers, wearing dowry hh seems to have been wandering a long time. he was lying on a bench, a very satisfying way.
day wearing a small white collar shirt, but he felt nothing to rely on in this city, across the street might as well Han, people at least a bench.
are cranky when suddenly up and walked across a tramp. with the.
he did a lot of dreams, and perhaps dreamed about doing Nanke States consort prince, but he opened his eyes when the only hope, can see four or five o'clock in the morning sun.
reality is always cruel. small eyes open day and saw a pair of eyes, a pair of pitiful eyes.
tramp, he came back. people may just go looking for supper, but found his way back by a seizure of white collar guy out.
slightly sorry for the small days, and quickly gave way. Rangers must also have professional ethics, scoring first come first served.
He checked his watch, hour and minute hands overlap in despair together, just twelve o'clock
days in Shenzhen, a small street, to the second week of the trial period, after he borrowed money, in the Shenzhen customs very far rented a small house. monthly rent of more than two in the room very luxurious furnishings, in addition to wood beds, stools, there is still a desk can be used when the cabinet. He contented life really feel up to white-collar workers.
work, the second week of the beginning of the day was when a small make a full-fledged java programmer assigned to the customer where to go. Although working hours in Dongguan, a few months gave him a good buffer, but this way of life from school into the social and psychological state of transformation, or in his body showing signs of, say, call me, he often would waste their time , but rather short, and soon he no longer appears that slip of the tongue. chat time, put it up, learning their own after work. he still kept reading, looking not too expensive at hand to find java the book and see. Most of the small day passes that a little dig at the taste of the tragic, in fact, he does not think so.
You think we count each of especially poor and miserable period of time up?
ho ho, now looking back, The man must have hateful miserable place.
Although the two of us fighting anger, but was no financial management concepts. Our financial management aspects of childhood are rarely educated and nurtured, at most, is a wordy old people to save money, and young, do not listen.
kids want to learn now, I Yilaomailao Rosso one, you can not save money, but definitely have to be financial.
customers very far away from his residence, It takes him three hours a day on the road, three hours to read the rest if there is time and just could not sleep, he went out, stroll or chatting with neighbors.
rent in the city so a house, a small day walk is not really homeless now. He could be more relaxing to go and see and feel the feelings of Shenzhen. (followed by my image of Shenzhen and framed for small days) Welcome to Wikipedia, Shenzhen is a city as new, so has a huge cultural absorption edge. because complex, many regional people or things there are to become is the last bottleneck, it is not difficult to overcome. For example, you can not casually walk down the street for pedestrians to give lessons with native dialect, because that person is likely to be BS-ing with the same language. This is Shenzhen.
2003   1 month, the small end of the day in Shenzhen, where the project customer. This time he points at the company already has friends and asked to be an insider, reportedly received a large unit, based in Beijing to send a few people to do the project.
time He also probationary period, and ran to look for executives, asked to be sent to Beijing to go.
CEOs very strange, I thought this kid why the ah.
he said, because my girlfriend in Beijing.
CEOs happy, no one was young.
go. mister big hand wave, feel great Chairman Mao called on young people up the mountain then the charm of the countryside.
so no two days wearing a small day A thin coat sleeve shirt minus 3 degrees to fly to Beijing to the ~````

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